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haizz complicated la past few days dun wan update dots =.=


i think gona break soon wit my bf haiz... his ignoring him :/

5 April 2007 Thursday

lalal cross country dam hard ._. leg cram le lol after tat go fwen hse play pc ^^ lolx still sian though ._.

4 April 2007 Wednesday

lolx sian =.= my mp3 tio confiscate by teacher cuz of someone go sabo me -_-" heng i take back memory card, battery and earphone lolx i tio scold i cmi le ._.


giving up on shan liao very... i cant say it ... T.T gtg sleep le tmr cross country =="

T.T...[ April 3, 2007 Tuesday]

lolx todae ar.. abit stress and tired.. haiz specs spoil =.=" like wtf the screw drop LOL plus err cruket ._. dorts... anywaez bored nia choir... dam sian... x.x

abt shan ehs... i almost give up on him le cuz.. he... he wont talk to me le abit erms.. haha duno how to sae.. so dun hab to worry.. :/ tis friday going bunk yay ~ quite awhile since i go to bunk ^^.

gtg le nites ~ [LATE OMFG]

haiz...[2 April 2007, Monday]

haiz...sigh...same old day..but... he jio another person le...shld i gib up..? js nw came home i cry worz... 1st floor there cry[while see 176 bus come and go].. thought shan coming my hse hse haiz... im so..so sad.. i cant even see him for one last time... its breaking my heart... plus... i was able to talk to someone about it...


truth is... i got crush in SCSS i cant tell anyone... T.T its kinda haiz.. complicat? cuz erm... he was wit someone before now they like broke haiz... cant jio him yet hahaz...

audi comp lost 2nd rnd so fast T.T

but though... im still very... lonely... T.T

Haiz...Same old day...[ 1 April 2007, Sunday]

Haiz...still waiting but...he just scolded me... kinda heart breaked... right now..im still thinking of him... even when im not hugging my teddy... but... i keep crying each time i hug it... its like... someone is missing from me... i feel like i was so..so incomplete like that... i really want you back..badly... i cant stand it no more...

haiz... no matter how many times i look at his msn no use.. we cant even communicate properly..surely come out vulgars from his hands..

Some day..[31 March 2007, Saturday]

haiz... still the same...i waitin for shan to come back but i don't think he would T.T kinda heart break haiz... whenever i think of the last thursday which was the last day i've seen his face i cried haiz i think for like hours cant control it T.T then i go hug the teddy i continue to cry T.T people in auditionsea ask me if i ok or not i told them i crying lolx then they ask y i crying i said 'cuz... i want nlb back i dun wana break wit him T.T' liddat...

still bad day for me haiz... ii <3 shan and i want him back...BADLY T_T